wla lng

hehe... dati internet galore pa everyday. ngayon imposible na!! wahaha!! kita kami ni pres kahapon. miss ko na sha... uy malapit na bday ko... regalo ko ha! haha! o di kaya, para makatipid kayo sa next 3 bdays ko, gawin niyo nalang yung abstract at related literature ko sa thesis. next thursday papasa ha? hehe...

selos ako. tangena tlg. wag na!!!

hehe..

back home

i have once thought of not going home anymore as i foresaw tons of problems, probably more than what I can handle. I wasn't wrong. But at least my innermost and greatest fear has been calmed and I think I will be able to live through my academic hell. But God knows, I'm so tired. I think I'm having listening problems already because my mind's too crowded to absorb details. I'm becoming slower than ever. Not good, not good... I need to rest. I need a vacation.

There is once again, reprieve.

di ko pa nakikita si precious and suzette. kaasar. want to see them so badly. inuman pa dba? bonding?? miss ko na sila sobra as in to da max.



Nope. wala na. wala na pong pag-asa. hehe... too bad. I really don't understand why distance should fuck everything up. Damn it.

tangenang pabitin to!!

shit.

jologflg: hey, what is the name of that girl in accidental spy?
jologflg: marian said her name in dennis's apartment, i forgot it.
kourin_ph: hmm... i don't remember. i don't think i even remember the movie ^_^
jologflg: ohhh...
jologflg: there's two, vivian hsu is the drugged up girl in the movie but i was talking about the south korean, she's kim min jeong.
jologflg: ^_^
jologflg: ang ganda.
kourin_ph: nung girl?
jologflg: hindi. ikaw.
kourin_ph: weehh...
jologflg: oh ano?
kourin_ph: ano?
jologflg: hehe, also looking at your pictures on friendster.

tama na. i wanted to say: "if i know, you're just looking at my friends" but i didn't because i'm afraid he'd tell me "yes" and ask me more about them which will be unbearable.

damn it. wtf?!

don't let me fall again for someone who isn't going to catch me. ayoko nang mabitawan. not again.

umuulan ngayon

ok. i'm too lazy to go into detail right now. it's raining and i'm hungry and super sleepy na!

yeah, i've been with him almost everyday since last week. he's been walking me to my dorm building even if it means going farther than he should. he's been calling me for lunch (and right now he invited me to dinner even if he's dormmate will be coming) and he's the one who suggested that we go to Namsan last monday. We've been together the whole day since monday. he put his arms around me whenever Korea goaled in last night's world cup. he would sometimes pay for our meal. we watched Mission Impossible 3 together (which is not a date. it was marian's fault). i'd hum and he would whistle Beach Boys' "wouldn't it be nice?". we agreed to get drunk in August (even if we both don't drink).

Yeah, i like him a lot.

But.

Okay, I really don't think he likes me. maybe I'm more of a sister to him. I don't know... it's the fault of stupid men.

Yeah, I showed him one fucking picture and he asked if she has a boyfriend. (who? who else?)

damn it. damn! damn it!!

that happened sunday night and just when i convinced myself that i hate guys and i won't let myself to like him (despite the surprising realization that he and Art's birthday is the same!!), he called Monday for lunch. Damn it. Fate's playing with me again.

Parang pabitin.

damn it!

potangena anaknampotah tangena talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tangena!! fine! fine! fine!! sa'yo na lahat! tangena tlg! ikaw na maganda lahat lahat na!!

potangena sabi ko na senyo bakit bako nangangarap?! tangena tlg o... lahat nalang ng tao, lahat nlng ng lalake! tangena tlg! sabi ko na nga ba eh! shouldn't have done it. wrong move! tangena!!! tangena!!! i swear if he... if he.... shut up! fuck it! tangena!!!

SOS

Arg! Bigyan niyo ko ng mamahalin! Now na!!

Ganyanan naman lagi eh. Ba't ba ganun, fine, lagi nalang kayo. Sige. Kayo na maganda, matalino, masarap kasama, lahat na! huuu... Kaasar na buhay to, parang lagi nalang ako yun negative kaya laging napapansin yung mga nasa tabi ko. Lam niyo yung concept na yun? Positive-Negative, White-Black, Yin-Yang--laging ako yung negative pag tinatabi ako sa ibang tao.

When Will It be Me?
Yasmeen

I see the couples are walkin` by
Feel like I
Don`t wanna be alone today
So glad no one can see what I hide
Deep inside
How it feels to be
The girl who never gets the right guy
Tell me why
When there`s so much I`ve got to give
I wake up reaching out in the night
Ready to hold him tight
`Til I realize
That nobody is there

When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
When`s it gonna be?
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms
That never let me go?
I`d really like to know
When will it be me?

My friends seem to have all the love
(Feels like love)
Knocks on their door and walks right in
I know that I am worthy of what I`ve been wishing for
I can`t wait no more
Love`s nowhere to be found

When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
Tell me, when is it going to be?
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms
That never let me go?
I`d really like to know
When will it be me?

Feeling his tender touch
(Lying in his arms)
Talkin` bout forever together
Givin` him all my love
That`s been trying to break free

Don`t wanna be alone
No more
I`m telling you what I need
I want someone who loves me for me
And when will it be?
Wonder when it will be me?

When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
somebody he's dreaming of..
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms

When will it be me?
When will I be the one
Somebody`s dreaming of?
Ohh, yeah, yeaahh
When will I find my heart
Lyin` inside the arms

I ask myself
When will it be me?

si jopet

yikee! ayan pic namin ni Joseph sa Rose Garden.

Yan si Joseph. Mabait yan... la lang... ayos siyang barkada. Hindi siya gaanong madaldal pero masaya na ring kasama lalo na pag maraming kasama. Tamang-tama lang--hindi tahimik pero hindi madaldal. Ang cute niya pag tumatawa siya... hehe... Information systems ang major niya sa states. Magaling sa computer malamang. tsaka nung Monday nalaman kong marunong siyang mag-piano. Tapos blackbelter pa siya sa Arnis (sa states nag-aral). Wala pang bisyo. At mas matangkad pa siya saken! Na-kwento ko na ba na hinatid niya ko sa dorm one time? hehe... nice noh? haaayy... nilibre pa niya ako ng hawaiian ice na strawberry flavor sa everland. kapal talaga ng mukha ko pero di naman ako nahihiya that time. nyok nyok

Minsu, Joseph and I

Meron pa nga kaming moment tatlo na naka-upo kami sa bench tapos ako yung nasa-gitna eh. Dapat papakuha ako ng pic kay Marian kaso di naman ako pinansin nung minsang napadaan siya. sayang. gandang shot nun. hehe... kaya eto nalang sa gardens.

ayun... daming pinagkaka-aliwan. pero wala. hindi lumalapit si Cupido. hehe... ayan siya, kunwari lang na papana pero wala namang pana. gusto ko bang ma-inlab? oo naman. nanjan o wala si Cupido.

Everland... Everland...

Been 4 days ago since we went to Everland (a counterpart of EK though we really cannot compare, ne?) and the song still plays in my head. Honestly, I could've forgotten it if not for the constant joy of teasing Marian who is SO irritated by the song. hehehe...


There they are... and the guys are mine! bwahahaha!! Oh well, seriously, Yuu and Minsu could easily pass as my brothers--Yuu being my older brother and Minsu, his classmates call him their younger brother. And Joseph... hmm... not thinking much about him since we just knew each other and we're leaving in 2 weeks time. Just nice to have a guy friend around.

What to say? We had fun though I didn't try the really scary rides-- the Rolling X-train with it's double loop and the ridiculous Double Rock Spin. I have a video clip of Double Rock Spin so I'll just show you when I come back. Perhaps Ana will be thrilled though... Everland is so big, we weren't able to try all the rides even though we arrived at about 11:30am and went home at 10pm. There was a Moonlight Parade where they turn off all the lights in the area so we can see the amazing lights-studded floats. Super fun! Feels like a kid again... the lights are quite hypnotizing. I was just a little sad then because my camera ran out of batteries so I wasn't able to take pictures of that parade.


Why did the ducks cross the street? hehehe... malay ko. ang cute nila noh?? hehehe... after them may ponies pa tapos may unggoy... yan after yan nung nagpunta kami sa Safari. We rode a bus then saw wild animals up close. Lions, tigers and even bears! Ang saya nung bears! Ang cute nila super huggable and super big!! Dun sa labas, malapit jan sa area ng mga ducks na yan, marami ring hayop, mga kambing tsaka itik tsaka sheep! pwede pa sila pakainin. Tapos pwede ring sumakay nung camel for a fee.

Sumakay rin pala kami nung Amazon River, parang Rio Grande. Kala ko pa naman hindi ako mababasa kasi unlike sa EK, may plastic tarp na naka-cover naman sa mga katawan para hindi naman mabasa. Pero wala. wa-epek! Nabasa ako!! As in basang-basa yung jacket ko na hindi natuyo hanggang pagkatapos ng dinner pa. Di pa nga yun masyadong tuyo eh, napilitan lang ako isuot kasi maginaw na nung gabi. Tapos pati yung pants ko kaya nabasa. As in basa! Ako nga yung pinaka-basa sa kanilang lahat eh. Kasalanan yun ni Joseph eh. Nakita ko dapat tatabi sha sakin tapos ewan ko ba ba't nagdalawang isip pa sha at dun sha kay Marian tumabi. Si Yuu naman nakakatawa kasi lagi shang nababasa sa mukha. Para bang lagi shang wina-water gun sa mukha. hehehe... kakatuwa. Sayang nga lang at kailangan na niyang umalis agad kasi may trabaho pa sha. Hindi niya tuloy naabutan yung mga masasayang rides talaga na siguro gusto niyang sakyan. Sayang pa pera niya...

yeah right, one hell of a great kisser

Found this in Friendster:

CANCER

Great Kisser.
Very high sex appeal.
Great in bed ...
Totally laid back
Freak in bed
Most horny.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out..

sabi ni Ana, boy freak daw ako

horoscope: While you normally like to have all of your romantic relationships be extremely nurturing and comforting, you may find that this is not always possible to achieve, dear Cancer. There is a disconnection between you and a close partner right now that might be hard to remedy. Time is really the only thing that is likely to resolve this sort of problem at this junction. Remember that all of your relationships can't always go exactly according to plan.

bwahahaha!! bukas, pupunta kami bukas sa Everland. at may 3 akong boylets dun. hehehe... finally nakuha ko na ang number ni Yuu. naku! dun ko pa nakuha yung number niya kay Yun--ang hirap kausap! di ko maintindihan. oh well, mas hindi niya ko maintindihan. tapos di ko rin maintindihan si Yuu kasi andami niyang sinasabi in Korean. kaya ayun, si Marian na lang kumausap sa kanya. hehehe... sila nga pinagpapartner ko bukas eh, since marunong naman silang dalawa mag-korean. dun nalang ako kay Joseph. marunong na mag-korean, magaling pa mag-english! hehe...

pero in any case, hindi naman ako mangangarir bukas. im planning to enjoy tomorrow!! yikes!! katakot mag-rides! kayo bagay dito eh. hehe... sana may magandang attraction... para hindi puro rides.

so ayun... bahala na bukas. hwekhwekhwek.... wish ko lang magsalita na si Joseph para hindi naman ako mukhang tanga na ako na lang ang naga-approach sa kanya! umm!

at sana di na niya sabihin sa tatay niya na tinawagan ko pa sha kanina.